So life is and has been an ever changing movement that I exist in and now more then ever I know I am a very small piece of the process. I was thinking the other day that if I had never come to the CMC my life wouldn't be the same but in a way I wouldn't know exactly what I had been missing because I wouldn't know. And just the same the friends I have here would never have known my name or have been able to experience my oddness of which they have come to know and love. lol. I think. But It got me to think about how much of my life is on purpose. I wake up on purpose (even though many times its a struggle), I get dressed on purpose, I breathe on purpose (even though I don't always notice it), I smile on purpose, I walk on purpose, I speak on purpose, and yes I even sing on purpose. It wasn't until this epiphenious (I made that one up) moment that I realized my importance. My life maybe small and insignificant to the person I see walking down the street, but I was born with a purpose, and I matter, even if only to a few people; I matter. I might not be the best role-model or the best friend I could be, or I might make the worst mistakes but God knows me and loves me in spite of my flaws and the misdirection I tend to walk in most days; but my existence was not a mistake or accident made by my parents but rather God put everything in order that I might have this future He is laying out in front of me. By no means is this easy. I have the potential to hurt so many people, I am human just like you, but I think we need to remember to life our lives on purpose. Remember that God has you here to bring Him glory even when it's hard. Lift your hands and voice to praise the creator and purpose giver.

Well those are my thoughts, I love you all and I see how God is working His purpose through you,

God by you,

Han