This life I live is not at all what I thought it would look look like. I hate that during this time in my life I feel like I don't belong anywhere. It seems that the one thing I use to be able to turn is the one thing that hurts me most; Music. I'm sure you all want to know this but I really hate music...and I don't know how to get over it, is this really what I'm suppose to do? I'm hurting so much that I can't do what I've wanted to do so badly for so long. I fell very discouraged and I don't know how to get out. I'm sorry I'm venting but I really need to. I'm longing for direction and passion that means something. Where can I find inspiration? How can I get out of this faze and on to a better track in life? "Oh dear God help me find you". Well as always God is teaching me something, I just don't know what yet. Wow I'm overwhelmed.

God by you, Love

Hannah